One of my Master's rules is that I must put my butt plug in at 8pm every evening and may only take it out when I get up the next morning, and no removing it for any reason. I must always insert it at home, so if I won't be at home at 8pm, I must insert it before I leave, even if that means putting it in at 8am. He also makes me wear it when he feels like it - recently I had to keep it in for the entire day and night.

So as you can imagine my ass has definitely been feeling it these last few days. I mentioned this to my Master and he sent me the following message.

Aww is the little slut not able to handle her hole being used? Does she not enjoy being filled up like the whore she is? Does she want some rest from getting used like a tramp? Well here's what she can do.

If you want a day off from the plug, 24 hours empty, write a Blog post begging for relief. Then advertise your Blog in the slave blogs section, in Pms you send whatever. Tell them you need comments on it to earn something. Soon as you get 5 comments on the blog and one has to be on the begging for relief post, I'll let you have a day off.


So here I am, begging you, beseeching you, pleading with you, my readers - please give me this relief. I want a day unplugged so badly. My ass is not used to being constantly filled and I am so tired of this feeling. I know that I must be trained to follow all my Master's orders, and I am glad to follow them, but he has given me this chance for relief and I am going to take it. Please help me with this! All I need is a comment on my blog. I crave a day with an empty ass so badly, and you can help me. Please help me.

Speaking of rules...

Just after I posted that, my Master sent a few new rules in. He'd been going easy on me because I was sick, but now that I'm better he has become more strict.

1. Every morning I will give my Master's cock (my dildo) a blowjob for five minutes.
2. I will also give it a blowjob for five minutes every hour that I am home.
3. I am to sleep with a butt plug. It goes in at 8PM and comes out the next day. If I'm not going to be home at 8, I am to insert it before I leave, even if that is in the morning. I may not insert it when I am out.
4. I will wear my collar at all times while I am home.
5. I will eat one meal a day like a dog, with the food in a bowl in the corner of the room. I will be naked, because dogs don't wear clothes, and I will be on my hands and knees, not using my hands to eat.

My Master's rules

Like all slaves, I have a list of rules I must follow. I'm putting them up here so you can see the type of slavery I am in, and how they change over time.

1. I will address my Master as Sir or Master at all times.
2. I have two modes of speech: normal, for everyday conversation, writing etc, and slave speech. The latter means that I refer to myself as "this slave", "this slut" etc and will address my Master minimum every three sentences. This is for when we are playing, when my Master instructs me, or when I write a report of a punishment.
3. Every morning and evening I will bring myself to the edge of orgasm, to remind myself that my pleasure is not my own. Afterwards I will kneel raised beside my bed for 5 minutes, and at night I will also say 5 times "Master, may your slave have the privilege of sleeping in your bed?"
4. I may not cum or masturbate without permission. I may ask permission to do so up to 24 hours in advance, and I must be explicit in explaining exactly what I wish to do.
5. My Master will monitor my dares from other people on getdare.com. I must inform him before I complete any of these and if I think a task or dare violates his rules I must ask him.
6. I must always dress in a way that would be pleasing to him, and must tell him every morning what I am wearing.
7. Everything I own now belongs to my Master, as I am his property.
8. Each morning I am to write a word on my body that describes me and my new life.
9. On weekends my showers will begin with ten seconds of cold water and I will stay in the water as it heats up after this.
10. I am to sleep with a butt plug in my ass at all times.
11. I will spend 5 minutes a day in each of my slave positions, naked. I must rotate through them and cannot repeat any within two days.

My slave positions

Kneeling - kneel resting back on my ankles, knees spread as wide as possible, chest thrust out, hands on knees palms up.

Kneeling Raised - Kneel raise up on knees, feet straight back, knees little more than shoulder width apart, chest out, hands locked behind head, mouth open for use at all times.

Standing Inspection - Standing, hands locked behind head, legs twice shoulder width, back straight, chest out, mouth open.

Standing - Hands behind back right hand grabbing left elbow and vice versa, legs together, head down, back straight.

Punishment position - Down on elbows and knees so ass is high in the air, knees shoulder width, head hanging down, arms in straight line with legs, toes pointed straight back, palms face down.

Doggy - Same as punishment but on hands and knees rather than elbows and knees

Bent - Stand up, spread legs shoulder width, bend at the waist and grab legs as far down, ankles preferably, do not bend knees.

Fuck position - Lay on back, bring legs back to my head so pussy and ass are exposed, lock arms behind backs of knees and hold myself in place

Spread - Lay on back, hands behind head, legs twice shoulder width

Spread raised - Same as spread but place feet at right angle to knees and raise my hips

Flat - Lay face down arms at side, head tiled to the left, legs spread shoulder width.

So these are my Master's first rules. I'll add more as he gives them to me.

750 spanks from my Master

So my Master asked me yesterday to create a thread where I could be asked humiliating questions by anyone on getDare. One of the questions asked was what my worst punishment would be. This was my response:

The worst punishment this slave could receive, for an absolutely terrible transgression, would be something like this. She would be placed under a state of punishment for however many days her Master chose. She would lose many privileges, such as wearing clothes at home, permission to sit on the furniture, wearing underwear etc. She would have to eat from a bowl on the floor. She would not be permitted to do any of her usual pleasurable activities such as watching movies or anything like that. Instead, she would be in a constant punishment period, having to spend her free time writing humiliating essays and lines, standing in the corner, assuming various positions, undergoing many painful spankings, and being constantly humiliated and degraded. She would have to post on her slave blog about her shame and all her posts on this site would be done in slave speech to indicate her disgrace. Every moment of her free time would be given up to trying to earn forgiveness. This would be a terrible punishment to this slave, to have to give up all her time to undergo constant punishments and to have her state displayed to all on this site.

Later that evening my Master and I were chatting about the dynamics of our relationship and he asked me whether I would enjoy some pleasure. When I said that what I wanted was to give him pleasure, and that even if that involved my pain, I would be happy, he remarked that I was one of the most naturally submissive slaves he'd had.

I admitted to him that I do not want pleasure unless I've earned it through pain, suffering and begging first, and that what I craved was a strict set of rules which would be enforced harshly. He then asked me if I wanted to undergo the punishment I'd written about, and I admitted that even though I feared it, I did secretly want it.

My Master told me that this would not be punishment, but rather a training session. I had already had 680 spanks once before, so he knew I could take a lot. He told me to fetch five items with which I could spank myself, and that I would receive 150 spanks with each. I was very nervous but was also very turned on by the idea of such harsh training and pain, and by the fact that I was pleasing my Master.

The first 150 spanks were with a flat hairbrush. Considering how much pain I knew I could take, these were not too bad! The second set, with a round hairbrush, was a bit worse, as I had to wait two seconds between each spank. During the second set, my Master explained that he had the right to give me pain whenever it pleased him, and that I needed to learn my place as his slut. He said humiliating and degrading things to me, all of which served to turn me on even more! He also instructed me to use my slave speech throughout the training session (like in the quote above). After these 300 were over, he graciously granted me some pleasure. I was allowed to fuck my ass 150 times with my butt plug. 

The 150 with the spatula were painful, but I was still fine. It was the 150 with the belt that really got me. My ass was just so much more sore than it had been for a long time, and I was in absolute agony. My master said that this would help keep me on my knees instead of sitting, which would be appropriate for a slave who does not deserve the luxury of sitting. All I wanted to do was stop the punishment, which I admitted when my Master asked. However, he said, I did not have that choice, and I should beg him to allow me to continue spanking myself.

As nervous as I was, I was so turned on by having to beg for more punishment and pain. My Master granted me permission to spank myself 150 times with a wooden spoon. These were awful! I had to do them hard and fast without stopping, just as my Master would have done if he were there. The pain was intense and I was so relieved when this set was over!

However, my joy was short-lived when my Master ordered me to beg for another set. Although it was the last thing I wanted, I begged my Master to punish his slave as he saw fit, telling him that sluts deserve no comfort and that he should use me as he wished.

Thankfully my Master is a kind one. He only wanted to test my obedience, and was never planning to give me more pain. As a reward, he gave me permission to orgasm once in the next 48 hours, in any way I wished. He then told me to sleep with my butt plug in, wearing only a thong, and instructed me to write a report the next morning.

This was the type of training that I had in mind when I gave myself up as a slave. I have been interested in the lifestyle for many years, and I was eager to give this my best efforts. Many of the rules I see other slaves following in the beginning of their training have always seemed much too easy, and so I wanted something harsh like this. I was so pleased to show my Master that I was willing to take pain and punishment for him, without caring about my own pleasure. I honestly have very submissive tendencies, and so I want this kind of training a lot more often. I want to learn my place as a slave through pain and strict rules. I would much rather be given a severe punishment for failing to follow a strict rule set than to be praised for following easy rules. I also think that a lot of humiliation, name-calling and degradation would go a long way in teaching me to be a better slave, even to the point of having to degrade myself for my Master's pleasure. 

I think this is why I like orgasm denial. I do not think that I should be able to earn them very easily. This is the first orgasm my Master has allowed me, and I haven't even had it yet because I'm wondering if I earned it too easily. I keep thinking I should have been made to beg more, humiliate myself more, give up privileges (eg no panties the day after I orgasm). But I know this is what my Master wants, and so I will serve as he wishes.

First session with Master

So, first post...I have recently become a slave. My Master has commanded me to start a blog detailing my experiences, my thoughts and my tasks.

One of the first sessions I had with my Master started this evening when we were chatting. We'd been discussing what we found interesting about the slave/Master dynamic, when I began to get very aroused. My Master picked up on this and asked me what I wanted. Now having only been with him for a very short time, I did not want to overstep my boundaries, and so I asked how I could please him.

My Master set me the task of collecting various objects and then returning to await his instructions. Throughout our session I inserted ice cubes into my ass, secured with a butt plug, I drank from a bowl like a pet, and I attached clothespegs to various parts of my body. Within seconds of having the pegs on my pussy lips I was begging for him to let me remove them. I was in such pain!

He told me that I would have to earn the right to remove them. I did this by crawling around on the floor and drinking water from a bowl like an animal. I was surprised at how turned on I was - it was so humiliating being forced to crawl, and yet I was dripping wet by the time I was finished. I was so relieved when I was finally allowed to pull the pegs off!

My Master told me to write a report of this experience and how I felt. I can report feeling degraded and embarrassed, but at the same time quite aroused. I wanted to come but I did not feel I deserved it yet, and so I did not ask. My Master controls all my orgasms and has told me that I will have to earn them. Between tasks like this and edging twice a day, I can see myself getting very horny in the next few days! Tonight's session brought out my very submissive side - all I wanted was to follow my Master's orders and to bring him pleasure, especially if that could be achieved through my pain.